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A Mouse in Summer

(All photos from Greene Street)

A Mouse in Late Summer

I’m getting back in the groove of things right now. We’ll schedule a site hangout very soon!

So I was back from vacation last week, Avery was acclimated to Pre-K, I was walking back from giving a workshop with perfect, glorious weather, finally feeling 100% physically after 10 absurd months.

Thinking, ‘Man, I gotta soak up this feeling because it ain’t gonna last long.’

Four hours later, we had a mouse chew through our bathtub pipe and water leaked into our kitchen during a bath. Then Avery came down with a cold and slept only a few hours. He made it four days masked in his school before his first cold. Thankfully, it was minor and the leak was fixed after our contractors blew up the kitchen for a day, and an exterminator is coming Monday. We’ve never had a mouse before!

life can be darkly humorous sometimes.

Anyway, sorry for the personal stuff, but I promise it’ll tie in.

And I just wanted to say hi. I haven’t written one of these in awhile and missed you all, even though I’ve been loving your photos. I’m excited to get the hangouts and everything going again soon.

If you can, please help keep up with the site this Fall. An issue here is that I know we’re all busy and it can seem a lot to keep up with things. But just try to pop in for 10 minutes here or there and check out what’s going on. Nobody needs to keep up with everything!

With the year it’s been, I’ve been thinking a lot about balance. It’s the thing I’m the worst at, but trying to work on. It’s a common topic with my therapist. A little bit here and a little bit there. I’m an all-at-once person, if you hadn’t noticed.

But how do we create art when we’re balanced?

I watched some random video with some random artist a few weeks ago. All I remember is him saying that he caused himself pain because we can’t create good art without pain.

At first, it seemed like an interesting statement, and I might-have-sort-have agreed in the moment.

But then I realized how ridiculous that was. Yes, pain creates such profound art. Probably a majority of great art is based on pain, but I wonder if that’s because often the story is right there in front of you. You have to get it out, it’s a form of therapy. It’s a healing process.

But art can come from other feelings too – out of joy, balance, even out of boredom. It’s just a little less obvious how to find that story. And it may not pour out of you that quickly.

This semester, and I want to start thinking of this place in a semester system, I want you to think about how to find a story. Some of you might be telling the story already or have it in your head. But for a lot of you, just think about searching for it. It can be anything.

I was fascinated with how the challenge sparked some (not all) of you out of lulls. Because if you looked at that list, every damn photograph you could possibly think of could be classified as something on the list! 

Feels like summer… it was summer! Unless you’re in Australia.

I’m sort of joking, but it was so cool to see, because this list, encapsulating everything, sparked you to search and to find the parts of that list that interested you the most. And you explored.

We’re all extremely capable of telling interesting stories. If you’ve had the faith to stick it out with me in this place, you’ve got something to say. I know it’s easy to feel insecure about that, but give it a go. Now you just have to figure out how to search for it.

And some of you have already been searching for it, and capturing it, but you now need to learn how to organize it together.

We’re going to talk a lot more about that coming soon. For now, enjoy the last week of summer!

Photo Links!

Summer Photo Scavenger Hunt!

Summer Photo Scavenger Hunt!

No uploading – post to the site as you get them (I will share some favorites in Salon posts).

*New Photos Only.

Deadline: Sunday, Sept 4th

For this challenge we’re going to do a summer scavenger photo hunt!

We want to keep things simple and light through the summer, but still give you some inspiration to get out and search for things with your camera. And we’ll get into a deeper challenge over the fall and think more about projects and such then.

Here’s the list, and thanks to the moderators for helping to come up with it.

    1. Something strange in my neighborhood
    2. A flag
    3. Religious symbol
    4. Water
    5. Something frightening
    6. Signs (physical or metaphorical)
    7. How summer feels around “here” (home, neighborhood, region)
    8. Joy and sadness (bonus if you get the same in both photos)
    9. Signs of hard times (without people in the picture)
    10. Decay

Identity Challenge Results

Beverly Devine

Identity Challenge Results

Congratulations to all. This wasn’t an easy challenge and I know many of you pushed yourselves to do this.

Keep it going, keep pushing yourselves to get to know people better and to work to have that shine through in your photos. You can see a lot of nuance here – that is what we’re looking for, nuance.

90-something photos were chosen out of the set. There are some amazing photos that didn’t make it into this set, but I had to make some quick choices to narrow it down, and it was a lot of fun sequencing it in a random way that seemed to flow.

The sequencing all of your photos is maybe the most fun aspect of this place for me.

Here is a link to the entire set of photos, and I’ll put the link at the bottom of the page as well.

Next challenge, next week!

And I want to separate Mark Susla’s contribution since it is so different and an extremely interesting interpretation.

Ramblings and Motivation

Ramblings and Motivation

This is the first post in awhile! I’ll probably be at some irregular posting for a bit, especially now that my kid has to quarantine again (and postpone his vaccine by 10 days) because of an exposure yesterday. Blah! It just doesn’t stop.

But the test copy of the Home zine has been ordered (I’m really excited for everyone to see it), we’ll have the Identity challenge post done in a week or two, and we will have a new summer challenge up soon. So lots to look forward to.

As mentioned previously, when I’m exhausted and unmotivated and life is crazy, I find it best to ramble, or wander. Fuck editing, fuck being perfect. Let’s just write some things down and post them. Let’s just walk and take crappy pictures.

I took the photo above last week. This has been my least productive photography period of the last 20 years besides the first year of the pandemic. Although it has been a very productive year editing-wise. So I guess if you don’t do one, do the other.

I was exhausted heading back from an intensive job. And despite not realizing I had covid or testing positive last month, I’ve also had some post-covid symptoms that pop up when I over-exert myself. 

I saw Mango sitting outside of the Speedway and almost turned the corner and rushed home because I was so tired and slightly dizzy, but I made myself. He was happily drawing away and had 3 new drawings for the book, so I paid him for them. But of course he still had a last detail to draw so I sat down and talked for about 15 minutes, trying not to get dizzy. Thankfully I felt mostly better sitting down and talking.

We were talking about the two others who come and feed the pigeons, when one of them walked by and started briefly feeding them. And I had the time to take out the big camera from the job and shoot for a minute. At the very end the Fresh Direct truck came, scared the pigeons, and I got a lucky shot.

This story just seemed kind of representative of how photography and life works. It’s so often those times where you want to be anywhere else, where the magic happens. It’s always when you least expect it.

I know how busy so many of you are, but wherever you are, just keep going somewhere. Even a quiet, local place that you’ve seen a million times. Maybe this time a bird flies in, the light hits a spider web. A quick raincloud rolls in. That’s the only trick to photography that matters. Go somewhere, anywhere. Then go again.

Ethics

I’ve been saying we’re going to do a talk on ethics for awhile. We’ll get to that. But yesterday I did my first non-workshop extended photowalk since the surgery and it felt great, although not sure if I got any good photographs.

I walked through Bed Stuy, home to the Notorious BIG and a neighborhood that is undergoing a lot of gentrification (hyper-gentrification), and the gentrification is unbelievably obvious. You have completely run down brownstones next to newly renovated homes. Construction everywhere.

And it just made me think that I could portray this neighborhood anyway I want. I could show the rundown buildings, which I chose not to photograph. I could show the fashionable white people walking around, the African Americans sitting on stoops. I could make the area look desirable to live in or like a place many would want to avoid.

So instead I looked for photos of flowers. 

That’s the power we have with our cameras and one we need to wield responsibly. How are we portraying something? Do we have any biases that are peeking through in how we photograph? Are we only showing one side? Are there complexities we’re missing?

Photo Links!

I loved all these four links. They’re the four most interesting and (somewhat) photography related pieces I came across in the last month or so.

  1. The Danger of Minimalist Design (and the Death of Detail).
  2. Why Strangers are Good For Us.
  3. Counting up the Cameras at the NBA Finals.
  4. New York City is a Lot Safer Than Small Town America

It Was All a Dream

It Was All a Dream

This post is the culmination of the thread going through the last few. For those of you who’ve been around here for a while, you’ve seen photos from a project I’ve been working on called Quiet Brooklyn, or Painted Flowers.

It was one of those projects or sets of images that didn’t have a purpose yet, a way to describe it – literally I’ve had no idea the direction it was going in. All I knew was that it was fun and therapeutic and involved wandering around Brooklyn looking for interesting things and taking photos. 

This time, it involved escaping to quieter areas versus the chaos of my typical haunts.

I’ve just been collecting photos with the thought that I’d figure out what to do with them later.

But I never had a good sense of how to put it together. I had a sense of the feel I wanted and the type of moments I wanted. I knew I wanted it in color, a medium format look, and a lot of unique details and views. I wanted to create an environment and capture the spirit of the place, and its unorthodox beauty.

I think I finally had a breakthrough in this last week. Of course, we’ve been doing this portrait challenge and I’ve been kicking myself cause I haven’t had the energy for portraits. I’m back to work full time, doing a ton of portraits for work, and I’m just spent at the end of the day as I regain my stamina. 

Talking to people isn’t what I want to do with my personal photography at the moment. That will come back soon I hope as it’s always been a huge part of why I like to photograph.

But it also made me realize that this entire project was never really about people. I was searching for humanity and spirit but I was often not feeling that the portrait side of things was fitting in.

I enjoyed the portraits I took and the connections walking around, but when I tried to put them together, they felt like a separate thing. And similarly, I’ve been looking through books less focused on people lately and thinking about that genre more. 

I pulled out John Gossage’s, The Pond again. That’s one I haven’t been able to get out of my head. I’ve wanted to capture the wandering spirit of that book, the feeling of the journey through a place with hidden secrets, although what I’m working on is not as much about the mundane.

So I had an epiphany while looking at the work again. Why do I have portraits included in the first place? It almost felt like I had to include them. A survey of the area of course should have landscapes and details and portraits. That’s the formula. And I had a lot of portraits I liked.

But they don’t fit. I was overthinking. So I removed them. I want the spirit of people but not the people themselves. I included a few backs of people for effect and to put the viewer in their shoes but that was it. The flowers in the project are stand-ins for people and their spirit.

And suddenly, I feel completely different about how it’s coming together. I don’t know if it’s any good yet but at least it has more focus. And I changed the name to It Was All A Dream based on one of the photos and the song Juicy. We’ll see if the name sticks.

The song was possibly my most listened to of my childhood, and I’ve recently been listening to a lot of Notorious B.I.G. again the last few months after watching a documentary. The song is about him dreaming of his youth as life changed dramatically around him.

You can view a Blurb mockup book of 94 photos or a smaller set of 50 selects here.

The overall idea here takes my last few posts and I think codify’s them.

Push yourself to expand your skills. Work on people photography if that’s something you want to improve on, broaden your range. But be careful of forcing things. Don’t fit things in because it’s what you’re supposed to do or what others are doing. Find the flow that fits you and the one you enjoy doing.

And use these books, projects, the other photographers here as inspiration. Think about the projects that really sing to you and then figure out how to integrate that into what you want to do. Eventually things will click.

And take it step-by-step. What you think you’re working on now could end up being completely different in the end. Be open to that thought and flexible.

And most importantly, be kind to yourself through this process as you figure it out.

Photo Links!

I Hate People

I Hate People

The last few times I’ve photographed, I’ve wandered under the elevated tracks, so many trips there that it’s turning into a project all on its own.

I think when you photograph people it helps to have energy, a pep in your step. But eventually, it becomes more second nature. You see someone interesting and you can’t help but stop them.

But not all the time. That’s a state of mind that’s much easier when you’re into it. It’s an interesting question of whether it’s important to go through the motions or not. Or wait to feel it again.

And in the meantime, what do you do? You go wander the tracks – you daydream about living there in a trailer, quiet except for the highway above and streets beside.

You use the camera to go where you want to go, and if that is as far off the end of the universe as you can get, then wonderful. If it’s the corner of your couch, wonderful. Just bring a camera.

I’m going to keep this post short. We’re going to go on a little side tangent. Photographs without people, share more of those, and make them interesting. Or boring. This type of photography, whatever it’s called, is fascinating because you can create interesting boring photographs. 

If you look at photo books, that’s all the rage these days.

We’re going to share some non-people inspiration for the next few weeks, with some great help from Peter. A very significant portion of the interesting stuff shared on this site comes from him, or asking him for book examples. We all salute you Peter. And if anyone ever has some interesting non-people inspiration, please share!

The portrait challenge we’ll let go on for longer as well, and I will keep pushing that. I just want you all to get to the point where if you see an interesting person and you have your camera, you stop to say hi. To push yourself into more interesting situations.

And I think we all need a little more time to warm up to that.

But one thing that has troubled me for the last few portrait challenges is that they force you to focus so much on people. We need to develop both sides of things in tandem. And it’s not an inspiring challenge for those who aren’t feeling like interacting right now. What’s important for those of you like that, is to get your ass outside with your camera.

I know, it’s so much easier said than done.

But just get the hell out there.

And I don’t hate people, obviously, but sometimes I just hate being around them.

Meanderings

Meanderings

I have no idea how to start this post, so I think I’m just going to start by narrating my day. And pardon the too much information, but I promise this will transition back to photography in a way that will hopefully make sense. 🙂

So I had to spend yesterday peeing into a plastic jug for 24 hours, then had to shake it up, put it in a pre-labeled box, and I shipped it off this morning. The joys of almost 40.

The surgery I had a month ago was for a parathyroid gland in my neck, 3 out of 4 of them it turns out that randomly grew, raised a hormone in my blood causing my blood calcium to rise and then causing sudden kidney stones. Thankfully small and malleable ones.

The good news is that everything seems to be clearing, and I’ve been getting back to jobs somewhat, but it’s amazing how a rogue gland can suck nearly 6 months of your life.

But anyway, what does this have to do with photography?

When you don’t know what to write or don’t know what to photograph, just start somewhere, anywhere, what’s on your mind?

And it’s always good to start with a story. With writing or a spectacular photo, if that catches a person’s attention, then you’ll have them for the rest of the piece or series.

This winter, I haven’t had the energy to photograph, even with the small camera. So I just decided just not to. My world is still surrounded by photography but breaks are good. I’ve preferred walking and gaining strength without the camera, just trying to relax.

But I miss the camera too and I’ve been starting to change that finally.

I’ve also spent the last 4 weeks completely redoing my website, the hub of my business, a long overdue but massive project that I had put off for so long. Having two months of recovery made me realize that this was a rare time I’d have for that, and I wanted some good to come out of all of this. I’m excited to share it, it’s 20 years of learning about photography, writing, web design, regular design, and usability all put together.

As I’ve learned more and the site has progressed, it’s gotten much larger in scope and much simpler in design. And I think these principles are the same with photography.

When you’re starting out, you think too much. I mean, there’s so much to learn about photography, it’s like a fire hose, but that can stop you from the truly important questions.

What is an interesting photo?

What do I enjoy photographing?

How do I take photos that relate to each other, or organize them in a way that does?

How do I share an idea, capture a place, or tell a story?

Figure that out, point the camera at it, and snap. And then do it again.

And don’t feel pressured by the challenge. I walked today with my camera, for the first time in a few weeks and had no inkling to interact with anyone, so I didn’t and it was fun. Although a block from home I did see someone who seemed great for the Speedway project, so I did stop them briefly. 

I love photographing people and plan to join you all in this challenge, but I’m easing my way back into everything and doing what I can to make it as fun as possible.

This challenge is only for those who want to photograph people or are on the fence. It’s a push for them. If that’s not you, get out there and photograph a ton of trees and lampposts.

Seriously, the main difference between the Salon and other camera clubs is that here we love lampposts, or posts of any kind. The more in the way, the more chaotic, the better.

Now I’m going to try to get out twice next week, and progress from there. 

The drive is trickling back. Pardon the urine pun.

And stay tuned, we’re going to have a photobook talk, a virtual gallery show, and an ethics talk scheduled soon. And the zine is in the works. Just trying to get this damn site up by Tuesday first.

Photo Links!

Challenge #10 – Identity

Quick Challenge Details

1. Upload up to five photos for the Identity Challenge.

File Naming: Firstname-Lastname-1.jpg (2, 3, etc.)

Sizing: Same as for posting to the site.

Upload Link: https://www.dropbox.com/request/CMJmjfeorUFAGlDgZ0Xl

Deadline: Sunday, June 12th

Challenge #10 - Identity

In the previous Home challenge, we explored our own identity through our surroundings, but in this challenge, we’re going to flip that around.

We’re going to explore the identity of others.

A lot of why we do street photography is because we like people, we like culture, we like telling stories with our cameras. The camera is a tool, a key that lets us into other worlds.

Last Spring we did a general portrait challenge which many of you did extremely well on. But I want to take it further this time around.

I want to explore the issue of identity in others. And this could be with strangers or people you know. It could be with friends or family as well.

Part of the goal of this prompt is to get you all more used to the idea of talking to people when you photograph them. And this challenge should hopefully be a segue to that.

You can tell people that you are doing a project for a class on the idea of identity. Then ask them how they see their identity. How do they identify? What does identity mean to them? Or your own way to ask this type of question.

Framing it as part of a project will help people understand and it’ll be a good way to break the ice.

If it’s possible and makes sense in the situation, try to take their portrait after, or while they’re talking about their thoughts on identity. This will warm them up and give you a chance to create a natural and intimate portrait.

And if you don’t feel comfortable talk about this yet with people, just work on taking portraits that show some intimacy. Asking about identity is not a necessity, just a prompt.

You might ask them how they would like to be portrayed along with their answers. How would they like to look in the photo?

A portrait can be a collaboration in this way.

If you want to read more about portraits, here is the post about them from last year. And here are the results from last years challenge to give you some inspiration. I can’t believe it’s been a year.

In addition to portraits, look and see if you can capture other images that show the idea of identity – maybe through scenery, candid moments, details. What types of photos can you capture that could make you think about someone’s identity.

These challenges are of course optional and you don’t have to do the portrait part if you don’t want to.

I also want you to think of the idea of ethics and the power we have with a camera to portray people how we want. And this power can be used in a good way but also in a misguided way.

We’re going to schedule a hangout soon to talk about this challenge and also to talk more about the issues of ethics in photography and street photography. Ethics will be a theme over the next few months.

And now that it’s getting warm, I also want you all to continue to think about your projects if you have one. It’s a good time to get some inspiration to continue and share those.

Now let’s break out of our winter bubbles!

Plant a Seed

Vin Sharma

Plant a Seed

Most of us are coming out of winter, cozy, confined, self-reflective, and everything enhanced by this awful pandemic.

The Home challenge embraced these things, and I hope you all continue to use the skills learned during this challenge no matter what we’re focusing on.

But the weather is warming, the pandemic is in a lull, and things are going to start changing all around us.

Rona Schwarz

I find late winter and early Spring a tough time mentally for photography. Things feel even tougher on the heels of this surgery. Everything feels slow. I feel less confident stopping and talking to people. My stamina is less (especially now), my hand-eye coordination even feels slower.

And the interesting thing is that most of these things are in my head. It really only takes like a week of shooting in good weather to start feeling in a groove again. But for that month while you’re transitioning it’s tough.

Marina Napoleoni

It only takes talking to a few people to start feeling more confident in that. Once the endorphins start flowing you start to get addicted to it again. The walks start getting longer and longer. The good photos start to trickle in and then they flow.

Even the inspiration for books and photography as a whole starts to grow. And hopefully, we can all start to inspire each other even more. For everyone’s sake here, I ask that if you’re able to right now, give yourself a little push.

Andrew Miller

Fight through the pain, as I need to tell myself now. (I know, I know, don’t push myself too much).

Next week is going to be the new challenge and we’re going to focus on getting back out there again.

Sometimes it’s important to embrace the darkness and sometimes you need to fight to bring out the light. Darkness can envelop you quickly and easily, but the light builds up slowly. It takes nurturing.

Mary Rogers

It’s like tending to a garden and planting the seeds. The seeds you plant today will turn into flowers before you know it.

Think about what you want to create this year. Create a plan for how much you want to shoot. Put it on a sticky note to remind yourself. Step back and think about the type of work you want to do. Do you have a project you want to build? What photos do you want to get for it?

Envision the work that you’ll create this year if you put in the effort.

Hopefully, inspirational and enthusiastic James is back – I’m working to plant the seeds for that as well. When it’s easy, it’s easy. But when it’s tough, it has to be built back up.

So let’s all inspire each other. And thank you for inspiring me.

Photo Links!